1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:30,000 Subtitles downloaded from https://kickasssubtitles.com 2 00:02:31,651 --> 00:02:32,943 Christine. 3 00:02:33,987 --> 00:02:35,320 Christine. 4 00:02:38,449 --> 00:02:39,616 Christine! 5 00:02:42,829 --> 00:02:45,164 She's hungry. 6 00:03:20,491 --> 00:03:24,703 He's never coming for us, is he? Wayne? 7 00:03:26,539 --> 00:03:28,332 I don't know. 8 00:03:32,212 --> 00:03:35,964 I should have known he was a liar when he said I was special. 9 00:03:40,136 --> 00:03:43,013 Look at me. Hey. 10 00:03:44,015 --> 00:03:46,350 I'm going to take care of you just like I promised. 11 00:03:46,517 --> 00:03:47,559 Okay? I'll get a job. 12 00:03:47,727 --> 00:03:50,312 I'll find us a place to stay, all of us. 13 00:03:54,609 --> 00:03:58,028 We don't need him. Christine, we don't need Wayne. 14 00:04:00,240 --> 00:04:01,865 I know. 15 00:04:07,747 --> 00:04:09,206 She's wet. 16 00:04:11,000 --> 00:04:13,418 - Do you want me to-- - No, no, I've got her. 17 00:04:36,734 --> 00:04:38,110 Excuse me, young man. 18 00:04:39,404 --> 00:04:40,737 Young man? 19 00:04:41,948 --> 00:04:44,658 - Can I help you? - What? 20 00:04:44,909 --> 00:04:48,078 Is there anything I can do to help you? 21 00:04:50,415 --> 00:04:52,958 - No, I'm fine. - Are you sure? 22 00:04:53,126 --> 00:04:54,876 Yeah. 23 00:04:56,462 --> 00:04:57,754 It's my ride. 24 00:05:00,466 --> 00:05:01,925 God bless you. 25 00:05:04,512 --> 00:05:08,849 Hey. You just go around asking people if they need help? 26 00:05:10,059 --> 00:05:11,059 Yeah. 27 00:05:12,312 --> 00:05:13,603 Does anyone ever say yes? 28 00:05:15,106 --> 00:05:16,523 All the time. 29 00:05:41,466 --> 00:05:43,133 Christine! 30 00:05:44,135 --> 00:05:47,804 Christine! Christine! Christine! 31 00:05:47,972 --> 00:05:52,809 No, no, no. Hey, hey, it's okay. 32 00:05:52,977 --> 00:05:56,646 Christine! Christine! 33 00:06:00,860 --> 00:06:02,736 Christine! 34 00:06:04,739 --> 00:06:08,241 It's okay, it's okay. It's okay. 35 00:06:10,870 --> 00:06:12,329 Christine! 36 00:13:48,118 --> 00:13:50,829 Sorry. I got lost coming off the highway. 37 00:13:51,163 --> 00:13:52,539 I tried to call you. 38 00:13:56,377 --> 00:13:58,211 The battery on my phone died. 39 00:14:00,464 --> 00:14:01,548 Where is she? 40 00:14:22,695 --> 00:14:23,903 What are you doing? 41 00:14:26,031 --> 00:14:27,407 I'm closing her eyes. 42 00:14:27,658 --> 00:14:30,493 - You can't touch her. - Why not? 43 00:14:30,661 --> 00:14:34,247 Because she's-- It's a fucking crime scene. 44 00:14:35,666 --> 00:14:37,667 You told me on the phone she did this to herself. 45 00:14:37,835 --> 00:14:39,627 No one's going to fucking believe that. 46 00:14:41,380 --> 00:14:43,047 I believe it. 47 00:14:45,509 --> 00:14:47,010 I brought her here. 48 00:14:49,555 --> 00:14:51,389 I beat her. I tied her up. 49 00:14:51,557 --> 00:14:56,019 And then you tried to let her go but she wouldn't let that happen. 50 00:14:56,562 --> 00:14:58,187 She wanted you to pay. 51 00:15:00,733 --> 00:15:03,192 She knew if she did this that it'd hurt you. 52 00:15:04,862 --> 00:15:07,280 Because you're a good man, Kevin. 53 00:15:18,542 --> 00:15:20,168 If you touch her... 54 00:15:24,048 --> 00:15:26,007 ...we're in this together. 55 00:15:41,565 --> 00:15:43,149 Then let's be in it. 56 00:15:48,739 --> 00:15:50,823 I have shovels in my trunk. 57 00:16:27,277 --> 00:16:28,611 Wait. 58 00:16:30,739 --> 00:16:31,823 I, uh... 59 00:16:32,616 --> 00:16:34,325 I marked a passage. 60 00:16:35,953 --> 00:16:36,995 Okay. 61 00:16:40,624 --> 00:16:43,042 - What? - You should read it. 62 00:16:44,670 --> 00:16:47,130 - No. No, thanks. - Why not? 63 00:16:48,465 --> 00:16:50,466 Because I don't believe it, Matt. 64 00:16:51,635 --> 00:16:53,469 I'm sure she didn't, either. 65 00:17:01,854 --> 00:17:03,855 Did you ask for my help, Kevin? 66 00:17:06,066 --> 00:17:07,400 Yes. 67 00:17:07,568 --> 00:17:09,402 This is me helping. 68 00:17:18,829 --> 00:17:20,955 Just the highlighted part. 69 00:17:22,082 --> 00:17:23,833 It can get wordy. 70 00:17:30,799 --> 00:17:32,925 "If I go to the East, He is not there. 71 00:17:33,093 --> 00:17:35,344 If I go to the West, I do not find Him. 72 00:17:36,555 --> 00:17:38,848 When He is at work in the North, I do not see Him. 73 00:17:39,016 --> 00:17:42,602 When He turns to the South, I catch no glimpse of Him. 74 00:17:43,395 --> 00:17:46,022 But He knows the way that I take. 75 00:17:48,192 --> 00:17:51,861 When He has tested me, I will come forth as gold. 76 00:17:55,824 --> 00:17:58,076 My feet have closely followed His steps. 77 00:17:59,286 --> 00:18:01,537 I have kept to His way without turning aside. 78 00:18:02,748 --> 00:18:04,749 I have not departed... 79 00:18:08,879 --> 00:18:12,715 Not departed from the commandment of His lips. 80 00:18:12,883 --> 00:18:15,051 I have treasured the words of His mouth 81 00:18:15,219 --> 00:18:16,928 more than my daily bread. 82 00:18:19,264 --> 00:18:23,559 But He stands alone and who can oppose Him? 83 00:18:25,562 --> 00:18:27,730 He does whatever He pleases. 84 00:18:29,399 --> 00:18:31,901 He carries out His decree against me, 85 00:18:32,069 --> 00:18:34,821 and many such plans He still has in store. 86 00:18:43,247 --> 00:18:46,082 That is why I am terrified before Him. 87 00:18:48,418 --> 00:18:52,004 When I think of all this, I fear Him. 88 00:18:52,756 --> 00:18:55,758 God has made my heart faint. 89 00:18:59,805 --> 00:19:01,889 The Almighty has terrified me. 90 00:19:05,435 --> 00:19:08,312 Yet I am not silenced by the darkness, 91 00:19:08,480 --> 00:19:12,984 by the thick darkness that covers my face." 92 00:19:21,952 --> 00:19:23,035 Amen. 93 00:19:47,060 --> 00:19:49,270 I brought you a change of clothes. 94 00:19:51,690 --> 00:19:54,150 Pardon the fashion. They're donated. 95 00:19:55,152 --> 00:19:56,652 I'd have brought you some of mine 96 00:19:56,820 --> 00:19:58,738 but we have different physiques. 97 00:20:39,696 --> 00:20:40,988 Better? 98 00:20:42,699 --> 00:20:43,699 Yeah. 99 00:20:44,534 --> 00:20:47,536 Good. Let's go home. 100 00:20:59,007 --> 00:21:01,425 ATFEC agents exchanged fire with Gilchrest 101 00:21:01,593 --> 00:21:03,803 before he staged a daring escape. 102 00:21:04,012 --> 00:21:05,596 A tri-state manhunt is underway. 103 00:21:05,764 --> 00:21:09,141 At this point, no other agencies are involved. 104 00:21:10,227 --> 00:21:13,229 In business news, at the Chicago Board of Trade, 105 00:21:13,397 --> 00:21:15,189 corn, wheat and soybean prices... 106 00:21:24,449 --> 00:21:26,909 Hey. What the-- Hey! 107 00:21:27,953 --> 00:21:29,412 Calm down. 108 00:21:29,579 --> 00:21:31,247 I had to. There was no other choice. 109 00:21:31,415 --> 00:21:33,165 What the fuck did you do? 110 00:21:33,333 --> 00:21:34,458 Fuck! 111 00:21:36,128 --> 00:21:38,296 - Please get the fuck off of me. - I'm sorry. 112 00:21:38,463 --> 00:21:39,922 Get the fuck off of me. 113 00:21:40,090 --> 00:21:41,841 - Why did you do this? - So sorry. 114 00:21:42,050 --> 00:21:43,759 Get the fuck off of me! 115 00:21:43,927 --> 00:21:46,137 This is a mistake. A mistake. 116 00:21:46,305 --> 00:21:50,057 I have a daughter. Someone needs to call my daughter! 117 00:21:51,476 --> 00:21:54,770 I'm not supposed to be here. This is a mistake! 118 00:21:54,938 --> 00:21:56,188 Someone call my daughter! 119 00:21:59,109 --> 00:22:01,610 I'm not supposed to be here! 120 00:22:03,947 --> 00:22:05,865 This is a mistake! 121 00:22:07,659 --> 00:22:09,618 I'm not fucking crazy! 122 00:22:09,786 --> 00:22:13,331 Just calm down. Calm down. Stay calm. 123 00:22:13,498 --> 00:22:15,708 You're okay. Just calm down. 124 00:22:15,876 --> 00:22:17,710 Stay calm. You're okay. 125 00:22:17,878 --> 00:22:19,879 Just calm down. Stay calm. You're okay. 126 00:22:20,088 --> 00:22:22,214 Just calm down. Stay calm. You're okay. 127 00:22:22,382 --> 00:22:23,966 Just calm... 128 00:23:24,027 --> 00:23:25,778 You going to behave yourself? 129 00:23:27,322 --> 00:23:28,406 Yeah. 130 00:23:33,036 --> 00:23:35,079 I had to ask. 131 00:23:40,544 --> 00:23:41,669 Ten minutes. 132 00:23:44,923 --> 00:23:46,632 Do you usually sleep on that side? 133 00:23:46,800 --> 00:23:48,384 Well, why don't I go to that side? 134 00:23:48,552 --> 00:23:49,760 No, no. I will go to that side of the bed. 135 00:23:49,928 --> 00:23:52,263 Balki, I don't mind sleeping on that side of the bed. 136 00:23:52,431 --> 00:23:55,307 I'm not arguing about sleeping on that side of the bed. 137 00:23:55,475 --> 00:23:59,562 Hey, baby boy. Have a seat. 138 00:24:01,565 --> 00:24:04,358 Dad, I need to get to a phone. 139 00:24:05,235 --> 00:24:06,777 Jill hasn't heard from me. I got to call-- 140 00:24:06,903 --> 00:24:08,404 Shh... 141 00:24:12,451 --> 00:24:16,954 Quiet. At last. 142 00:24:21,668 --> 00:24:24,003 So, you finally fucking snapped, huh? 143 00:24:25,005 --> 00:24:27,089 - No. - No? 144 00:24:27,257 --> 00:24:28,757 I'm not fucking crazy. 145 00:24:28,925 --> 00:24:30,509 Neither am I. 146 00:24:31,845 --> 00:24:36,599 But I am a bad man, son, and the bad men end up here. 147 00:24:36,766 --> 00:24:39,268 Dad, you're-- Look, you're a good man. 148 00:24:39,436 --> 00:24:42,229 I most definitely am not. 149 00:24:43,356 --> 00:24:45,441 My intentions are good 150 00:24:46,109 --> 00:24:48,777 but my heart and my mind and my balls, son, 151 00:24:48,945 --> 00:24:52,615 the Holy fucking Trinity, they all knew. 152 00:24:53,366 --> 00:24:54,950 That night three years ago, 153 00:24:55,118 --> 00:24:57,453 we looked at ourselves in the mirror 154 00:24:57,621 --> 00:25:01,290 and none of us wondered why we were still fucking here. 155 00:25:01,416 --> 00:25:04,460 We knew. Of course we knew. 156 00:25:07,672 --> 00:25:10,132 - You know. - I don't belong here. 157 00:25:10,300 --> 00:25:11,509 - Yeah, you do. - No, I don't. 158 00:25:12,135 --> 00:25:13,636 - Yes, you-- - I have to leave here! 159 00:25:13,803 --> 00:25:17,681 There is no leaving here. Now-- Don't you fucking dare! 160 00:25:17,849 --> 00:25:19,808 Do not turn around. 161 00:25:19,976 --> 00:25:22,311 No, no. Just get the fuck out of here. 162 00:25:22,479 --> 00:25:26,065 Son, I said do not turn around. 163 00:25:28,318 --> 00:25:31,904 Fuck him. Turn around. 164 00:25:40,497 --> 00:25:42,164 Hello, again. 165 00:25:47,671 --> 00:25:49,505 Now, why'd you go and do that? 166 00:25:49,673 --> 00:25:52,007 He needs to get out and you weren't helping, 167 00:25:52,175 --> 00:25:55,511 you crazy, dried-up, fucking turd. 168 00:25:55,679 --> 00:25:59,348 Oh, fuck you, you fucking tobacco-stink twat. 169 00:25:59,516 --> 00:26:01,225 He needs to stay. 170 00:26:04,688 --> 00:26:06,397 Is that what you need, Kevin? 171 00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:08,148 This isn't happening. 172 00:26:09,401 --> 00:26:12,027 This isn't real. You're not here. 173 00:26:13,029 --> 00:26:15,698 It's happening. It's real. 174 00:26:18,702 --> 00:26:20,286 I'm here. 175 00:26:29,379 --> 00:26:30,754 You're dead. 176 00:26:32,048 --> 00:26:33,465 You're fucking dead. 177 00:26:35,719 --> 00:26:37,386 I buried you. 178 00:26:38,763 --> 00:26:41,807 Not deep... 179 00:26:43,768 --> 00:26:44,977 ...enough. 180 00:26:49,274 --> 00:26:51,400 Hey, you leave with her... 181 00:26:53,069 --> 00:26:54,987 ...you leave with her. 182 00:26:55,155 --> 00:26:57,906 Dad. Daddy. 183 00:26:59,159 --> 00:27:02,077 Now, Kevin. Shh... 184 00:27:03,788 --> 00:27:06,457 Looks like we're going to be traveling companions. 185 00:27:07,792 --> 00:27:09,126 Until then... 186 00:27:10,837 --> 00:27:12,880 ...you should wake the fuck up. 187 00:27:14,257 --> 00:27:15,591 What? 188 00:27:16,426 --> 00:27:18,135 Wake the fuck up! 189 00:27:18,261 --> 00:27:20,929 State police have roadblocks on Interstate 97 190 00:27:21,097 --> 00:27:22,931 and have issued an advisory to motorists... 191 00:27:23,099 --> 00:27:24,933 - You okay? - ...to dial 911 immediately 192 00:27:25,101 --> 00:27:28,812 - if they encounter Gilchrest. - Yeah. Fine. 193 00:27:32,442 --> 00:27:34,693 - Where are we? - I got hungry. 194 00:27:34,861 --> 00:27:36,445 Want a cheeseburger? 195 00:27:47,832 --> 00:27:48,957 God, that's good. 196 00:27:54,881 --> 00:27:57,508 - So what'd she say? - Who? 197 00:27:58,593 --> 00:27:59,843 Patti. 198 00:28:00,011 --> 00:28:01,804 What'd she say before she killed herself? 199 00:28:02,430 --> 00:28:04,014 I don't want to talk about it. 200 00:28:05,225 --> 00:28:07,976 - I can't help if you don't tell me. - You've helped me enough, Matt. 201 00:28:08,144 --> 00:28:11,188 Not you. Them. The Remnant. 202 00:28:11,356 --> 00:28:13,273 You can't help them. 203 00:28:14,651 --> 00:28:16,985 Yes, I can. I know I can because I'm supposed to. 204 00:28:17,153 --> 00:28:19,446 But you need to tell me why she did what she did. 205 00:28:19,572 --> 00:28:21,699 You need to tell me what she said. 206 00:28:23,827 --> 00:28:27,329 She said, "I understand." 207 00:28:28,164 --> 00:28:30,582 - Understood what? - I don't know. 208 00:28:31,376 --> 00:28:32,459 Sure you do. 209 00:28:33,336 --> 00:28:34,628 Excuse me? 210 00:28:36,673 --> 00:28:39,967 If she wanted to deliver a message by cutting her own throat, 211 00:28:40,885 --> 00:28:44,388 I'm pretty sure she'd be confident you received it before she did. 212 00:28:48,017 --> 00:28:50,352 So, what did you understand? 213 00:28:53,690 --> 00:28:55,065 Why we didn't go. 214 00:28:58,361 --> 00:28:59,945 Why... 215 00:29:01,865 --> 00:29:03,532 ...we're still here. 216 00:29:09,122 --> 00:29:10,247 Tell me. 217 00:29:16,963 --> 00:29:21,341 Before it happened, the 14th? 218 00:29:23,136 --> 00:29:24,887 I wanted to leave. 219 00:29:27,390 --> 00:29:29,767 I wanted to be free of... 220 00:29:33,605 --> 00:29:35,230 ...my family. 221 00:29:40,945 --> 00:29:42,946 Wanting and doing aren't the same. 222 00:29:46,659 --> 00:29:48,535 I slept with another woman. 223 00:29:54,125 --> 00:29:55,542 Who? 224 00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:58,462 I don't know her name. 225 00:29:59,589 --> 00:30:02,841 She uh... She disappeared. 226 00:30:04,677 --> 00:30:07,679 You were with her? 227 00:30:08,681 --> 00:30:10,307 At the moment of the Departure? 228 00:30:12,435 --> 00:30:13,769 Yeah. 229 00:30:17,106 --> 00:30:18,774 No shit. 230 00:30:21,444 --> 00:30:22,528 What happened next? 231 00:30:27,784 --> 00:30:31,119 I don't really remember all of it. I think I was in shock. 232 00:30:33,581 --> 00:30:37,960 Phones were down and I was wearing my uniform. 233 00:30:39,671 --> 00:30:42,464 And people kept coming up to me and asking me for help. 234 00:30:44,801 --> 00:30:47,302 And I couldn't or I... 235 00:30:49,973 --> 00:30:51,348 ...I didn't know how. 236 00:30:55,144 --> 00:30:56,895 So I got in my car... 237 00:30:59,023 --> 00:31:01,984 ...and I went to Jill's school and I ran inside. 238 00:31:04,320 --> 00:31:06,989 She and Tommy were both there and... 239 00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:13,328 ...they were scared. 240 00:31:16,708 --> 00:31:21,503 I just remember the look on their faces when they saw me. 241 00:31:25,633 --> 00:31:26,967 They were so... 242 00:31:29,345 --> 00:31:30,470 They... 243 00:31:30,805 --> 00:31:32,514 They were so happy. 244 00:31:38,021 --> 00:31:39,855 They were happy. 245 00:31:43,693 --> 00:31:44,860 And... 246 00:31:47,780 --> 00:31:48,947 ...we went back to the house 247 00:31:49,073 --> 00:31:51,575 and Laurie had already got home so-- 248 00:31:51,868 --> 00:31:55,579 And she was different. I mean, I think we all were. 249 00:31:58,541 --> 00:32:00,709 But I just wanted to be with them. 250 00:32:03,254 --> 00:32:05,380 And I wanted to hold them. 251 00:32:09,802 --> 00:32:11,261 And then I started to lose them. 252 00:32:14,724 --> 00:32:16,224 One by one. 253 00:32:19,729 --> 00:32:21,438 It's not your fault. 254 00:32:24,233 --> 00:32:26,068 Yes, it is. 255 00:32:27,904 --> 00:32:29,237 It is. 256 00:33:28,756 --> 00:33:31,299 Hey, you okay? 257 00:33:42,979 --> 00:33:44,646 Jesus Christ. 258 00:33:45,189 --> 00:33:48,650 Just sitting here. Too many woes. 259 00:33:48,818 --> 00:33:51,862 - Listen, don't move. - Please, what's your name? 260 00:33:53,531 --> 00:33:54,698 - Kevin. - Kevin. 261 00:33:54,866 --> 00:33:57,200 - You need help. - No, Kevin, Kevin, 262 00:33:57,326 --> 00:34:00,245 I'm going to be dead in a minute. There's no help for me. 263 00:34:04,250 --> 00:34:07,252 So, please, don't leave me alone. 264 00:34:11,716 --> 00:34:13,759 Sure. Yeah, yeah. 265 00:34:14,719 --> 00:34:16,845 - I'm right here. - Thank you. 266 00:34:20,433 --> 00:34:22,601 Will you do something for me? 267 00:34:24,353 --> 00:34:25,729 A favor. 268 00:34:26,939 --> 00:34:28,940 Stranger to stranger? 269 00:34:33,237 --> 00:34:35,363 Will you make a wish? 270 00:34:38,868 --> 00:34:40,243 A what? 271 00:34:42,038 --> 00:34:44,664 I think I may be a fraud. 272 00:34:46,584 --> 00:34:48,376 But if I'm not... 273 00:34:49,629 --> 00:34:52,214 ...I can give you anything you want. 274 00:34:55,885 --> 00:34:58,553 And that will mean I was real. 275 00:35:00,598 --> 00:35:03,725 Let me do this for you before I go. Make a wish. 276 00:35:03,893 --> 00:35:06,645 You don't have to say it out loud. Just think it. 277 00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:36,925 Granted. 278 00:36:00,116 --> 00:36:02,784 ATFEC! Get down! Get the fuck down! Now! 279 00:36:02,952 --> 00:36:05,120 Get on the ground now! Hurry up! Get down! 280 00:36:05,288 --> 00:36:06,955 Stay the fuck down! Let's go! 281 00:36:07,123 --> 00:36:09,166 Come on, turn around! Let's go! 282 00:36:11,169 --> 00:36:13,461 Stay down! Go! 283 00:36:29,854 --> 00:36:31,479 What did he say to you? 284 00:36:32,190 --> 00:36:35,692 - Uh... Just asked me my name. - That's it? 285 00:36:37,153 --> 00:36:38,320 Yeah, that's it. 286 00:36:38,487 --> 00:36:40,447 Talk to you about Russia? 287 00:36:41,490 --> 00:36:42,866 No. 288 00:36:43,534 --> 00:36:46,995 - Make any physical contact with you? - Why? 289 00:36:47,997 --> 00:36:49,247 Did he? 290 00:36:50,416 --> 00:36:51,750 No. 291 00:36:56,005 --> 00:36:57,422 Who was he? 292 00:36:59,258 --> 00:37:01,509 Just another asshole who thought he was God. 293 00:37:02,887 --> 00:37:05,347 Excuse me. This man did nothing wrong. 294 00:37:05,514 --> 00:37:09,517 We were just having lunch and he's a police officer, a chief. 295 00:37:09,894 --> 00:37:12,062 - You're a cop? - Yeah. 296 00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:13,605 Why didn't you say so? 297 00:37:14,899 --> 00:37:16,358 I'm off-duty. 298 00:37:16,525 --> 00:37:19,861 - Where you from? - New York, Mapleton. 299 00:37:20,529 --> 00:37:23,281 Okay, we're good here, Chief. Thanks for your cooperation. 300 00:37:26,452 --> 00:37:27,911 Go on home to Mapleton. 301 00:38:19,922 --> 00:38:22,465 Stop, now! You... 302 00:38:29,932 --> 00:38:32,267 Hey! Drop the gun! 303 00:38:32,310 --> 00:38:33,685 Whoa, whoa, whoa... 304 00:38:33,769 --> 00:38:37,814 It's okay. Calm down. Drop the gun. 305 00:38:39,317 --> 00:38:41,526 - What's your name? - What? 306 00:38:41,694 --> 00:38:44,446 Drop the gun. We can talk about whatever you want to talk about. 307 00:38:44,613 --> 00:38:45,989 Listen, I'm a cop. 308 00:38:46,157 --> 00:38:48,783 Do you see what they did? 309 00:38:48,951 --> 00:38:50,327 - Stop! - Go get her. 310 00:38:50,494 --> 00:38:52,704 It's all right. Calm down. Just drop the gun. 311 00:38:52,872 --> 00:38:54,331 Fuck you! 312 00:38:57,460 --> 00:39:00,920 - Hey! - I'll kill you, fucker! 313 00:39:15,561 --> 00:39:17,312 Hey! 314 00:39:21,650 --> 00:39:23,193 Kevin! 315 00:39:29,241 --> 00:39:30,408 Jesus Christ. 316 00:39:34,163 --> 00:39:35,288 Can you hear me? 317 00:39:40,169 --> 00:39:43,922 What happened? What happened? 318 00:39:44,590 --> 00:39:46,508 What the fuck did you people do? 319 00:39:46,675 --> 00:39:49,219 - She's hurt. - She wants to be fucking hurt. 320 00:40:01,607 --> 00:40:02,690 What happened? 321 00:40:29,385 --> 00:40:31,094 I'm going to kill you! 322 00:41:06,088 --> 00:41:08,256 Jesus. Lucy. Lucy. 323 00:41:09,300 --> 00:41:11,926 - You all right? - You were right. 324 00:41:12,595 --> 00:41:13,636 You were right. 325 00:41:14,930 --> 00:41:18,433 Please. Go back to your homes, for your own safety! 326 00:41:18,601 --> 00:41:19,767 - Dennis! - Chief! 327 00:41:19,935 --> 00:41:21,519 - They have not-- - Where the fuck is everybody? 328 00:41:21,687 --> 00:41:23,646 I couldn't stop them. They left. 329 00:41:23,814 --> 00:41:25,273 Give me a fucking gun. 330 00:41:25,774 --> 00:41:28,026 - Where's all the fire trucks? - I called them. 331 00:41:28,235 --> 00:41:30,278 They want to wait until the road's clear. 332 00:41:30,446 --> 00:41:31,946 Well, then you clear the fucking cars 333 00:41:32,114 --> 00:41:33,698 out of the goddamn road so they can get in. 334 00:41:33,866 --> 00:41:35,450 Chief, nobody wants to help them. 335 00:41:35,618 --> 00:41:37,702 - Get out of my way. - It's their own fault. 336 00:41:37,870 --> 00:41:38,995 Listen, go back to that fucking-- 337 00:41:39,163 --> 00:41:41,164 Stay at this barricade and do not let anyone through. 338 00:41:41,332 --> 00:41:43,124 Do you understand? Go. 339 00:41:43,792 --> 00:41:46,628 Step back! Hold it! Hold this fucking line! 340 00:41:46,795 --> 00:41:48,880 Step the fuck back! 341 00:42:16,534 --> 00:42:17,825 How dare you? 342 00:42:30,214 --> 00:42:31,339 Stop! 343 00:42:32,841 --> 00:42:35,176 Hey, I'll get you somewhere safe. 344 00:42:35,386 --> 00:42:36,761 I'll get you somewhere safe. 345 00:42:36,929 --> 00:42:38,888 - Jill. Jill. - I'll get you somewhere safe. 346 00:42:40,724 --> 00:42:42,892 Jill! 347 00:44:32,711 --> 00:44:33,795 You okay? 348 00:44:46,517 --> 00:44:49,519 It's all right. It's all right. 349 00:46:01,925 --> 00:46:06,554 "Dear Kevin, I need to say goodbye to someone I care about, 350 00:46:06,722 --> 00:46:10,725 someone who's still here, so I'm saying it to you. 351 00:46:13,270 --> 00:46:16,731 You were good to me, Kevin, and sometimes when we were together, 352 00:46:16,899 --> 00:46:19,901 I remembered who I used to be before everything changed. 353 00:46:23,739 --> 00:46:25,406 But I was pretending, 354 00:46:25,574 --> 00:46:28,242 pretending as if I hadn't lost everything. 355 00:46:31,997 --> 00:46:34,916 I want to believe it can all go back to the way it was. 356 00:46:38,128 --> 00:46:39,754 I want to believe that I'm not surrounded 357 00:46:39,922 --> 00:46:42,924 by the abandoned ruin of a dead civilization. 358 00:46:47,346 --> 00:46:50,556 I want to believe it's still possible to get close to someone. 359 00:46:52,601 --> 00:46:54,811 But it's easier not to. 360 00:46:56,355 --> 00:46:58,481 It's easier because I'm a coward. 361 00:46:59,942 --> 00:47:02,860 And I couldn't take the pain. Not again. 362 00:47:05,447 --> 00:47:07,532 I know that's not fair, Kevin. 363 00:47:09,576 --> 00:47:13,371 You've lost so much, too, and you're strong. 364 00:47:15,457 --> 00:47:17,083 You're still here. 365 00:47:20,128 --> 00:47:22,839 But I can't be, not anymore. 366 00:47:25,342 --> 00:47:26,884 I tried to get better, Kevin. 367 00:47:27,052 --> 00:47:30,805 I didn't want to feel this way, so I took a shortcut. 368 00:47:33,976 --> 00:47:36,477 But it led me right back home. 369 00:47:37,187 --> 00:47:39,939 And do you know what I found when I got there? 370 00:47:42,150 --> 00:47:46,320 I found them, Kevin, right where I left them. 371 00:47:50,742 --> 00:47:52,535 Right where they left me. 372 00:47:56,999 --> 00:47:58,916 It took me three years to accept the truth 373 00:47:59,084 --> 00:48:00,751 but now I know there's no going back. 374 00:48:00,919 --> 00:48:02,253 No fixing it. 375 00:48:07,050 --> 00:48:08,676 I'm beyond repair. 376 00:48:11,263 --> 00:48:13,681 Maybe we're all beyond repair. 377 00:48:15,058 --> 00:48:17,518 I can't go on the way I'm living. 378 00:48:19,104 --> 00:48:21,272 But I don't have the power to die. 379 00:48:22,858 --> 00:48:26,694 But I have to move towards something. 380 00:48:30,449 --> 00:48:31,908 Anything. 381 00:48:34,036 --> 00:48:37,747 I'm not sure where I'm going, just away. 382 00:48:39,875 --> 00:48:41,500 Away from all this. 383 00:48:44,546 --> 00:48:46,213 I think about a place where nobody will know 384 00:48:46,340 --> 00:48:47,715 what happened to me. 385 00:48:49,968 --> 00:48:52,053 But then I worry I'll forget them. 386 00:48:56,224 --> 00:48:59,560 I don't ever want to forget them. I can't. 387 00:49:02,439 --> 00:49:04,023 They were my family. 388 00:49:08,570 --> 00:49:13,366 I think I loved you, Kevin. Maybe you loved me, too. 389 00:49:18,455 --> 00:49:21,415 I wish I could say this to you instead of writing it. 390 00:49:25,170 --> 00:49:27,046 I wish I could see you one last time 391 00:49:27,172 --> 00:49:28,589 to thank you and wish you well 392 00:49:28,757 --> 00:49:30,758 and tell you how much you mean to me. 393 00:49:40,852 --> 00:49:42,311 But I can't. 394 00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:50,277 Like I said, I'm a coward. 395 00:49:55,117 --> 00:49:57,493 So, wish me luck. 396 00:49:58,870 --> 00:50:00,579 I think I'm going to need it. 397 00:50:04,876 --> 00:50:07,920 Love, Nora." 398 00:50:56,553 --> 00:50:57,678 Hi. 399 00:51:23,830 --> 00:51:25,456 Look what I found.